Why This Blog Exists
Life is too much for me many days and I have never kicked the habit of wanting to put my feelings somewhere and to have the nonzero chance that it might actually be read and validated by someone out there.
Hence this is a collection of some emo and/or inconsequential thoughts.
About Me
Basic Demographic Information:
- Taiwanese-American
- Agender Aroace
- Ze/zir (or any Z-pronouns). They/them if that's too hard.
I have bad social anxiety for which I've had years of therapy for but will likely never beat. From my very first memories, I've had social anxiety, and I used to have selective mutism when I was in elementary school. Many of my posts are likely to reference this. According to my last therapist, I qualify for both stuck-in-my-ways and trying-to-avoid-everyone personality disorders, but PDs are probably not something we should actually reify. Suffice to say that I have a lot going on emotionally.
After 6 years of the most recent round of therapy, I'm now trying out the great unknown of not having a therapist and maybe even going to support groups (...?!).
Other things I do when I'm not moping:
- I draw, but I probably won't share any of it here. My long term dream is to create a webcomic that I've been doing preliminary work for since 2019, but I've run into a major roadblock known as my project partner is stuck in medical school and has no time to finish planning and writing the actual thing with me yet. Hoping that changes in the next 4 years.
- I have intermediate Japanese knowledge and translate sometimes. I've translated about 4 games for a group I'm not going to name here to avoid the chance that one of the members will see my negative thoughts. My translation blog outside of that is chocosea on Tumblr.
- I'm studying to become a scopist, which is like a type of proofreader that helps out stenographers.
- I read a lot of random comics. Romance is my preferred genre and villainess stuff tends to be the trend. Sometimes I take screenshots of silly comments I come across. There is not enough Yuri in this world that isn't just schoolgirl stuff. Please make more.
Fun Image Corner
These are my Latale characters. I'm like not even playing anymore, but they bring me joy anyway.