Book Club Log #5.5
Got dinner with some book club members and did the talking pretty bad. But whatever. I may always suck at this #social thing but I'm showing up like 🧍♂️ until someone tells me to gtfo.
Multiple-names-guy is 3 years younger than me, Teacher Lady is 3 years older than me, Tattoo Lady is 1 year younger... collecting random info, I guess.
Talked a bit with Chill Lady, who for some reason did not order any food at all (she said something about there being too many choices...?). I said she was pretty good at the small talk thing and she said it makes her more anxious to not, which is interesting. I just don't even bother sometimes and it makes me anxious but I guess saying something stupid is ultimately scarier for me so I just stand there awkwardly.
Multiple Names Guy tried to talk to me a bit and asked me what fun thing I've done recently and I was like uh. I released a game patch. And totally did not talk it up or anything so the convo died there.
sorry I only respond enthusiastically to hidden interest topics and i zone out of most adult life topics on account of having nothing to offer due to failing the traditional employment route. I love being boring (????)
I really just wanna get home and draw more at this point or somethin I didn't finish what I was working on. All of this should be like low stakes interaction anyway. I'm sure everyone else here is actually meeting and interacting with more people than me anyways so it's not like im gonna be memorable zzz